nothing but HIM

120303.. leaving us without word, nothing left to say, Mom, me and my brothers are never going to forget that day.  I am 19 but always felt like my daddies little girl and I will never be able to accept or understand why this has happened. My Dad will never see me or my brothers get married and have children. I always believed that God has his way and a plan for everyone, however I am very angry that he would do this to my family.. Everyone says that time is a great healer but I know this pain will not go away. I miss him so much it makes me sick all the time. something must have hurt so bad and I simply turned my back,

There's so many things I want to say, but it seems the right words I lack. I never got to say goodbye or tell you that I care, if I could go back in time and try to ease your pain, but stupid me that I didn't realize how lucky I was that you were all mine.if i could turn back the time i would like to say "Thank you, Dad, for being the loving father, for all you have given me, for being there for me – I love you with all my heart and soul.” :’D 

another world

Super Junior is one of the best group for me. I used to never read everything about them but since hmm heechul got me into suju well i'm trapped. When I down or sad, just listen to their song or watch to their shows makes my mood lighten up. Super Junior never fails to make ELF that we are a family and are loved. Even if I didn't knew them for so long, they're like my family. A family that will support and protect each and every member of SJ and this fandom. Super Junior made ELF felt that we're not just fans but they're friends. Being an ELF is the best thing that has ever happened to me because I've never felt this happy supporting an artist until now.. Super junior has always appreciate ELF support and they never let ELF down.. They always put ELF in front no matter what the event is.They always thank their fans no matter how tired they are. And they always stand up for ELF no matter what. During concerts, they always interact with us and treat us like real friends instead of fans, just like our name: EverLasting Friends. YES! I am proud to be an ELF and I bet that the millions of ELF out there will say the same as well. I love Super Junior and I also love ELF cause they are the best fanclub in the world. I feel like I have second family when I'm talking to others ELF. You can't even imagine how much we love Super Junior. we'll forever be the friends of the most talented yet down-to-earth boyband, Super Junior, supporting them in both good and bad times. This fanbase is dedicated only for Super Junior and forever will be. I am being ELF not only because of their face, not only because of their song, not only because of their wittiness, but I like them because they are bunch of amazing member who packaged in a group named Super Junior. SuJu taught me everything, about family, friendship, respect, loyalty and many more. I always proud when I said that I am SuJu's fan. ELF and SUPER JUNIOR are one family that will not be separated.