120303.. leaving us without
word, nothing left to say, Mom, me and my brothers are never going to
forget that day. I am 19 but always felt like my daddies little girl
and I will never be able to accept or understand why this has happened. My
Dad will never see me or my brothers get married and have children. I
always believed that God has his way and a plan for everyone, however I am very
angry that he would do this to my family.. Everyone says that time is a
great healer but I know this pain will not go away. I miss him so much it makes
me sick all the time. something must have hurt so bad and I simply turned
my back,
There's so many things I want to say, but it seems the right
words I lack. I never got to say goodbye or tell you that I care, if I
could go back in time and try to ease your pain, but stupid me that I
didn't realize how lucky I was that you were all mine.if i could turn back the
time i would like to say "Thank you, Dad, for being the loving
father, for all you have given me, for being there for me – I love you with all
my heart and soul.” :’D
