Tuesday, July 3, 2012

nothing but HIM

120303.. leaving us without word, nothing left to say, Mom, me and my brothers are never going to forget that day.  I am 19 but always felt like my daddies little girl and I will never be able to accept or understand why this has happened. My Dad will never see me or my brothers get married and have children. I always believed that God has his way and a plan for everyone, however I am very angry that he would do this to my family.. Everyone says that time is a great healer but I know this pain will not go away. I miss him so much it makes me sick all the time. something must have hurt so bad and I simply turned my back,
There's so many things I want to say, but it seems the right words I lack. I never got to say goodbye or tell you that I care, if I could go back in time and try to ease your pain, but stupid me that I didn't realize how lucky I was that you were all mine.if i could turn back the time i would like to say "Thank you, Dad, for being the loving father, for all you have given me, for being there for me – I love you with all my heart and soul.” :’D 

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